1 month

I still miss you so much.
Please come and talk to me for one last time?

People say sometimes they come to you in your dreams.
So why won't you come to me in mine?

I don't remember the last thing you said to me.
So please, come and talk to me, at least once.


I miss you terribly. But I promise, I'll make something out of this life.
This life won't go to waste. 


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